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My life is so hectic right now and i cant handle it. i'm overwhelmed with thoughts at the moment. my heart is so weak.


thank you to my bestfriends; Killa, Chels, ,Mook,stalley.
i couldve had gotten through this without yall.
i love you.



babe, i love you too no matter what.

i'm back.

Shame on Me ! i have neglected my blog once again, it's hard to keep up with everything going on in my life and still being able to have the strength to blog my thoughts. the past month or so has been stressful from friendships and relationships shows and school, its been alot. I'm just trying to live one day at a time, ive just been overwhelmed with stress but i'm strong i can get through this. Currently in my relationship, things haven't been so well, but actually they were for a pretty good while and then something happened that ruined everything, its breaking my heart to be honest. i havent had a good night sleep since the whole thing. im all out of tears and my body literally aches. it has broken me .

The most amazing album has dropped, Leave it all behind, anyone who knows me im the biggest foreign exchange fan ever. they are coming in 14 days, i wanted me and muffin to go because he doesnt really get into much of the music i listen too but i think he would enjoy this.

BUT, until next time, i have to go.
i promise to update more often.

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ooooh, his birthday is almost here. i can hardly wait, im hoping his gift is here by tomorrow at least by the afternoon. I'm afriad it wont be and thats only because i want everything to be perfect. i know he's gonna love it.

1 more day !

Anywho.
My weekend was crazy, seriously.
i finally did my hair, he always told me he missed my long hair. so its long for the time being for his birthday. i'll put pics in alittle while, but he thinks i look like a puppy. lol =)

Foreign Exchange- L.I.A.B. Sampler.
8 days til the album drops. oh yes

Knitting Factory.

What an amazing Night; We were pretty fuckin bent.
He's coming back on the 22nd, i can hardly wait.


One week til baby birthday.
=]

Yes.

I am back, i missed my blog so much; so i started a new one, my old one was deleted due to the fact that it was affecting my current relationship, therefore it deleted to avoid conflict;but whatever that's solved and dealt with.

Anywho, i'll update in a couple days.

=]